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Friday, October 5, 2012

door closes , window opens

this  should be  my "turn-around" month,  as in, i should be back to normal mentally .. i'm fit as a fiddle  + PLUS + , ( physically ) .. 

everybody's struggle is to feel good  &  be  happy ,  it's not  easy to even "just make it " in today's world..   so i feel great , i should be super happy about that , but i keep letting $ punch me in the brain..  it's  stupid,,, i'm beating cancer !!!  and worried about $$....

 but i hate to owe people , and i need to eat lots of food,, 145.8 today ,, that's the lowest yet , 3 times i've been 145.8 lately ,, that's almost  minus  18  lbs. since july 2nd ......     my radiation mask would have been loose,,, and that would  have caused more damage - whew..     

this  would have been the  last day of radiation treatments,, next week is the "bye " week, and then off to the chemo center, so   i hope to see the radiologist july 16th , and show  him my results..  my guess  is that  they will try to present their  propaganda again,...  and offer up some kind of treatment,,        ...  i'm being selfish again, one of the reasons i want to get  re-tested, is to see the doctor's face when he sees  no visible tumor....    according to him,, it's should be as big as an apple ..

it's bad that i want to kinda make him eat  his words,, i should have bet him,,  that  if i came  back with no tumor , i get to shoot him with the  radiation machine..   and then  give  him  a "little  chemo"  ,, just in case...   because  he  said i needed that too....

i need to get to a wellness center , and have  a complete  physical, and a blood screen ,  i do feel good , but  i haven't  been tested for what i've been  eating , and the vitamin  intake.. that's   why i'm not  aggressive about  sharing my exact  diet..  i don't  want to lead anyone  into a bad  idea..   once i have the results , then i can post a    -  ""here's what i ate  , and it  did this""  -  data sheet

our house smells great!! beans on the stove , yummy ,, and i don't need a lead vest , to consume  these...  a great way to save some $ , and  boost  your diet , it  to buy  dry beans..  soak them overnight,  and then  season them exactly  how you  want..       a  can on beans is like  80 cents,, that's one meal / serving ..  dry beans are $2 or $3 a pound,,  a pound of dry beans  cooks up to be  many  DAYS  of superfood..      season each batch  completely  different , and  they never  get "boring" ..      the  key is to keep the food  & juices  TASTY !!!   so you  want to eat ,,,   and  don't  have  to "choke down"   your life saving  foods

ok  enough preaching , i should  use my own advise,, and snap out of this dip i am in...  

sun  up will bring all the things  i need 

be well my friends!!! 

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