last night i received millions of fantastic molecules from everyone, and that's not one molecule from millions of people, it's lots from each one of you..
we can't hate may cancer , they are my cells , i just don't need them,, we need to love them away..
after confessing my choice in december i feel soooo much better. how bad did it effect me ,, see photo above.
i took no pain pills today.. double ouch by 7:30 pm. i will probably need 1/2 of one to get through the night. the perimeter of the blob feels like a saw blade. i need to take as few pain pills as possible, can not get hooked on those freaking things.
my sister has many prayer groups sending me healing goodness. i can already tell it's working
about the pain -- this is how it feels,, the spikey ball is rotating inside as the edges saw into my neck
not all the time, but when it kicks in - wow !
i still feel super lucky, about this whole ordeal, i've just had pain for about a month, my self doom has ended, and won't return. i'm still super healthy, and strong.
no fancy ending to this ,
stay focused on what's good for you
