i'm no doctor, i'm doing this to myself, to myself
sorry about the gap in blogs, i wanted to let all those ha ha-s get loose
8 month re-cap...........
first , i feel great.. people say i look good too
2nd. the mind bending never ending horrible cancer thoughts are starting to diminish....
even though i know i've got it beat , there is still a small lump on my neck. way smaller than biopsy time. you can't see it unless you know exactly where it is.. last May when my lump was this big , i wasn't even worried about it yet.
i saved at least $250,000- 400,000 in medical bills by doing what i've done. and my plan is very tasty
sometimes i just want to punch a representative of the cancer industry in the dag gone face. not from me, but for all the people who get into treatment that is going to make them worse.. i made it , so i'm good ,, no regrets here
if i die from cancer, ever , i will be shocked.. i'd bet on a lightning strike getting me way before "cancer" kills me..
i'd love to run into the doctor somewhere where he wasn't at the cancer center , and i wasn't at work,, so we were both "off the clock" .. i'd like to calmly ask him - "do you even wonder how i did it ? "
my life is the best it's ever been,, it's wacky , ya get cancer,, ooooooooooooooo,, spooky, scary stuff,, everything seems grim to horrible. for me , the answer, is proper foods and vitamins.. holy crap. and almost instantly i felt way better
my blood test came back with good results, i really am healthy
i use to hate reading,, now i kind of like it, thanks cancer!
there is a bunch of loving people out there who are cheering me on, and lifting me up ,, thanks cancer !!
i feel like i'm 18 again,, thanks cancer !!!
and now ! - ( to me ). i've beat cancer
still might have some, but it's not an issue. this is MY opinion, i am no doctor
the first 6 months were tough, month 7 was a good turn-around month. february was hee-larious!!!! to me anyway.. when the december grapefruit was a pea size lump, i knew i was way up on my battle ,, but since the doc was wrong , maybe he was wrong about the time line too. that's how the funky cancer what if's work.. so in january, my "grave condition" month didn't happen, i knew i was doing great. no complete cancer take over of my upper body, hilarious. then february - " you'll basically be done" month.. i didn't even feel bad.., i feel great.
march 5th ,, wow . two thumbs up. GIANT smile on my face.
if i could split screen my mind from last august / to now,, what a difference.
so thank you !! for wishing me well - it worked.
now we need to let people know that even in what seems to be the worst thing ever, can be the spring board to wellness and a much better life..
now , i did none of these , so this is speculation
here's a few good what if's...
**what if i did sign up for treatment, and the feeding tube got infected,
***what if i lost more weight than planned, and my radiation mask was loose - making each treatment hit the wrong spot
** what if the chemo did get me "this close to death" and i got that flu in october - like i did
** what if my fillings did 'boil' out of my teeth. bummer
** what if the tonsillectomy went bad
whew,, pretty close..
rejoice everybody it's a great day