Tuesday, July 2, 2013
more smiles , more love , more hugs
July 2nd, last year i got the "you have cancer call"
**** 12 month review
i'm super smiley , healthy as ever, in no pain, & cancer free.
i've lost 17 lbs, all of it "bad weight" , i'm a constant 146.
when i got the "call" , i kinda went nuts, the blog can confirm that .
having health insurance ( and everyone will be forced to have soon ) got me introduced to the Cancer Industry. The doctors and nurses do want to help , they studied for years, and are skilled professionals . But they are bound by what the Insurance & Cancer Industry dictates . i refused the 3 choices , surgery , radiation , and chemotherapy. i didn't believe those would help me. i also didn't like the experience of the cancer center. my ranting against the cancer industry was just my opinion, and i apologize for hurting anyone by that.
some people say i'm an inspiration. i really don't see it as such. i got sick, researched the treatments , chose one that i believed in, stuck to it !! and it worked. kinda simple
my treatment tasted really good
but not covered by health insurance, shucks
and actually - physically , nothing ever bad happened the entire time. i started feeling better immediately after switching to the correct diet ( july 2nd - alkaline foods) .
what got me was the mental side of it.. that's why i started the blog. if i didn't let all this out , it would have tuned into more poison against me .. The - "you have cancer and it's gonna kill you" is what is played over and over and over & over , in all the medias. you can't get away from it
pink
it WAS a roller coaster, and i got to the end with both hands up & laughing. but there's no way i'm getting back on. and the line keeps getting longer
i used the paddle ball as a metaphor. whap whap whap, the ball is cancer thoughts and the paddle is my brain. even if you can have some no cancer thoughts, the ball is attached, and soon enough , bam bam bam , cancer , cancer , cancer , bam bam bam cancer cancer cancer .. all day all night . lucky for me it was all in my head
what did i learn ???
* my body is stronger than my mind
* positive thoughts bring more positive actions
* love is the answer, and people are full of it
* simplicity is the cure all
* if you ask for help , people will
how much did it cost ?
** between $500 and $700 a month , all food , no medicine
and how do i feel now ........... zippety-do-da !! heels clicking together, two thumbs up, and a smile so big it hurts.
summing up . i can't advise people to do what i've done. i can encourage them to research the different treatment options and choose one they believe in.
i'm really happy i chose my path, beside the mental funk , which was self induced, my life got better daily and still is .
the prayers and positive energy that people shared with me were also a big part of healing. i thank you all
if you ever want to donate $ to a "cancer cause", instead of giving it away to "The Cause" , give that $ directly to a cancer patient. they are everywhere, and you probably know one right now................... it will help so much more , and immediately
here's my motto .. i say this at the end of my show ..
be nice
to as many people as you can
as often as you can
it's absolutely free
i'll be nice to you
and you'll be nice to me
and just like tag
if we start tonight
tomorrow will be a better world
ding !
Sunday, June 30, 2013
end of June
thank you again , food angel.
last night i had 2 shows, the early one was a benefit show, full of love. i had a great time, super uplifting.
drove right to the 2nd show , sports bar , music & comedy.
what a difference !!! i had another great time, but the "love" level was much lower in the bar,, as should be expected...
the place was really big, maybe 100 ppl spread about. it's funny to me, that one group of audience can love ya, and 20 feet away, another group is planning a gang style "Jump In".
i know that i "was in their bar" , but come on, a small amount of common courtesy , just once won't kill you.
one guy at the bar kept yelling out, so i told him,, "hey - just like when your wife is talking to you , and you don't pay attention and just sit there, try that with me " ..
i usually power through "comments" , but this guy needed some feedback..
last year at this time i was waiting on the biopsy results.
what a year it's been
i want to thank you all for the positive thoughts, vibes , prayers, and well-wishes . i'm two thumbs up because of you all
see you in july !
last night i had 2 shows, the early one was a benefit show, full of love. i had a great time, super uplifting.
drove right to the 2nd show , sports bar , music & comedy.
what a difference !!! i had another great time, but the "love" level was much lower in the bar,, as should be expected...
the place was really big, maybe 100 ppl spread about. it's funny to me, that one group of audience can love ya, and 20 feet away, another group is planning a gang style "Jump In".
i know that i "was in their bar" , but come on, a small amount of common courtesy , just once won't kill you.
one guy at the bar kept yelling out, so i told him,, "hey - just like when your wife is talking to you , and you don't pay attention and just sit there, try that with me " ..
i usually power through "comments" , but this guy needed some feedback..
last year at this time i was waiting on the biopsy results.
what a year it's been
i want to thank you all for the positive thoughts, vibes , prayers, and well-wishes . i'm two thumbs up because of you all
see you in july !
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