feel 635 lbs lighter

 i feel relieved , i   told   all three  doctors that i'm  not on board  with them,,   the  predicted  side effects  make the choice easy ..   .

. so i feel great ,, i get to do my own thing ,,  i will start tracking two different time  lines ..........

 the ONE i'm on,  A.,

and   the  "what if i let them do this "  B.   

 one  of the treatments in B would have taken 8 weeks  so that "end of treatment"  date would have been  october  16th ..

   this  is  our comparison DATE .  october  16th  2012

        October 16th...  on plan B .=  by this  date i  am warned that i will not  be swallowing, and a feeding tube will be  in me    (( scheduled  for  aug 1st )) . i will be  very sick from  radiation  , 35 BLASTS , , talking will be different ,  headaches, cant  drink ,  and i can NOT  work at all ..  could be  wheelchair  bound.. and  chemo will start in days ........   winter will be near ,, i will be  weakened by "treatment"

my Plan  - A .. vitamins, food , juicing , good  vibes, love..   predicted  side effects = feel better, less  tumor  , less cancer  ................
         so lets  see  how i feel on october 16th ..




goal , both plans  --    no cancer , no tumor ..   comparison date     october  16th  2012


78 days  to  go....           C-78-X   the  cancer  workout