bouncing around my brain

i was a shaky little kid, i like to turn my eyelids inside out ,, i like to put the shoes on the wrong feet, take my arms out of my sleeves  ,draw weird pictures, tap on stuff, sit upside  down, look up constantly,laugh for "no reason" ,make things  go ding, day dream, i took some  stuff apart,  &  i watched   the cowboys & indians on my pajamas fight every night- even told my mom about it.   

good thing that was the early 60's,,,  a kid with  1/2 of one of those  "symptoms" would be on all kinds of  meds, in  today's crazy pill poppin world

when i was a waitor , and someone said , "i'm a vegan",, i was like  "stay  home "---- now  i am a super vegan,, and guess what -   NO way i'd  go out  to eat,   i didn't understand  the  Vegan thing before , but i sure  do now,,,  

so i'm a  vegan ,i don't  say i am,, "i have a specific dietary lifestyle "   i fell into it , but i don't use  Soy products,, or  tofu,, soy is one of the top 3  GMO foods,,  i've read that  organic soy is kind of hard to get , i might be wrong ..., but why  chance it ..

my mental state is many times better than last week .. the shop lackey job was ok at first , but then  they  had  me  do some  stuff a rookie should not  have been near.   and  no  old  doors to  practice on, if you know what i mean.. so i can't have  that stress of making mistakes... and  ,,  if  a guy saws off a fiberglass panel , then the whole place is stinky .. and  if you can smell plastic---  it's IN YOUR  lungs,,,  so i can't  work in a chemical plant either.. if i have  to wear a breather , i shouldn't be working there ..  

aaaaaaaaw  , no pressure mon,,  the island way..  chill out ..   it's gonna be fine

ok  have a great week