my rule.. if it doesn't grow out of the ground ,, i am not putting it in my body ,, ,, so you figure out how to deal with information that sounds "too good to be true"..
my tumor ,, it's what got me into the doctor's office in the first place,, is what i use as a reference point.. it changes shape daily,, it is somewhat "soft" now,, it's the size of a "smartie" or a pez,, it was bigger than a 25 cent gumball, on july 25th .. my tonsils,,, "that were supposed to come out " , are still fine...
if you don't know that i "have cancer" , you can not see the tumor.. no freaking way the radiation would have had it this small, with no side effects... no side effects, one more time ,,,, no side effects
i want to see the piece of paper that has the data that determined that i have cancer,,, it has to be some numbers , or photographs, that a human being, decides that ,, yep , these #'s, or Pic's = Cancer..
i also want that person's name ..
.. that little transfer of information really screwed my life around,, and could have REALLY had me in a world of shit if i was "doing treatment" .. i bet that person was eating lunch when they looked at it, and said .. oh yeah , this one's cancer
i try to keep this kinda funny ,, but sometimes the frustration spikes go to the moon alice..
i have feelings back in my hand again , from the brake job the other day ,,, whew, i thought it was ruined forever
when i was in pain with my broken neck,, i drew millions of pictures,, the pain would stay on the paper,, my blog is helping like that
here's a drawing of my tumor progress
the C is the cancer .
. and here's how mad i was when the pet scan blew my tumor up .................
july 24th
now ,,, ( sept 12th) ,, you seriously have to "look for it " to see it ...
ok a happy thought.. my guitar works great!!!,, i fixed up a gee-tar how i wanted it , and it works fantastic.. ha ha
i will post some broken neck drawings soon ,, not for kids
here's one of my drawings,, colored by my best!!!!!! friend
ok- now that's a happy ending to today's blog
Did you notice your hair grew as your tumor shrunk.....new cure for baldness?
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