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Monday, September 10, 2012

from late sunday night/ early monday am

my friend who passed away from his battle,,,,  told me to keep the  blog truthful, and  don't hold  back, or try to dress anything up .. 



my dad called today and asked  how it  was  going..   i said , you can barely see the tumor,,, he was  like  "what , no way" ,, yep  almost  gone..   then he asked  how i was feeling ,, "fantastic !!"

that was a great  call ,,   i felt super happy  hearing him say , "so what you're doing is working ?"   yes  it  is .............

 i would  have been 4 weeks into radiation, ,, i think  if i was being radiated  that conversation would have been way different..  maybe not ,,....

some one out there might be  thinking,, this  guy keeps talking about  'that tumor' ,,, when the tumor is  NOT the "primary " cancer,, well yes that is correct,, but they were going to radiate the tumor in hopes to shrink it,, and cut my tonsils out, because  they "MIGHT" have been  the  primary..   the doctor  said  his  goal was to make the tumor smaller , get the cancer out.. i agree with that,, 


my brother in law saw me  yesterday, he said  "where did it  go?" ,, so i point to it,,  right here ,, he  said  , " it was like a golfball,, just weeks ago !! ""

ok ..........  enough tumor talk.........................



i had 4  days under  150 , last week ....  147.5  was  the lowest ...   that's why i took that pic at 150 ,, for a good reference ...  when i was 18 in super shape i weighed 149... 

i have lost much of my body fat ,, at this  weight , i'm at 9%...  this week i'm going to add more food , and get back on the bike, everyday ...  all the weight i've lost was the crappy stuff i used to eat,,

lots of bagels, coffee, yogurt, apple sauce, rice, pasta , pizza , bread,, red bull. ice cream,,, ..   i just need to force  down more of this good stuff,, get up to 153 ..

i left a comedy show tonight,, i knew  it was going to be  a disaster ,, the first night of the NFL ,, chaaaaaaaaa,,  and then  read  some douchebag at the bar , called the "owner" , who called the place , and  had the comedy shut down , so douchey  could hear the  game ... and it was a smoking place , so i didn't need that air anyway .. 

today was  really nice , in many  ways

another nice moment was knowing my dad was going to say to his wife,,,  "he  said the tumor is almost  gone !!"   and  for the next 30 minutes  , they'd be very happy about  that






 this  is Esperanza,
 super happy in the  river, the year before she had to wear  her supports



 



 we'd  go everyday , until it was too cold,, 
she  chased  rocks, and the splash they made ,,




ok that's  today's



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