finally , the referral came through !!!!! ,, 2nd opinion monday .. the most mind bending, frustrating , 11 days of my life....
i watched the trailer for 50 / 50 .. that kinda sums it up in the mildest manner..
so today was a "good " day .. aaaaah .. a "good day" - that's recovery talk,,,,,,,,, i remember the first days of sobriety - 8675 days ago,, the surreal feeling of never going back or i'm dead,, simple ,, turn the switch , and you're dead.. .........so now i have this cancer trip, and i can't just "stop doing something",, and it goes away,,,,,,i'm not in control of this situation yet ..
the juicer and kicking up my vitamins has taken the pressure off my neck, and the orb is more circular , and smaller.. ,,, really ,.. don't bum me out and think the biopsy swelling is just going down - that was 20 days ago,,,,, , the blob is smaller - i'm receiving GOOD VIBES from my friends & family .. my show-biz pals have super powerful energy, and i can feel it coming in daily .
Humor Vs Tumor..
- every time you laugh a cancer cell dies -
so laugh it up !! - ya gonna let me die up here ?
the band plays saturday night @ the Melody Inn .. we START @ 10:30 sharp ,, SHOW up at 10 ,,, leave your house at 9:30 ,, ding !!! it's $5, no smoking , must be 21 or over with ID .. otto & the GearHeads --- it's Rock-a-Comadilly,,
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