two days from thanksgiving, oh my am i grateful to be where i am.
so many people have helped me , i am Mr Lucky for sure
to be feeling like this, ( fantastic) , is a miracle. the mental dump my brain took in july was a deep pit.. the dreaded C word - on me .. whoa.......
to "walk away" from treatment , to me, was a no option choice,, some people think i'm super-brave , or "have HUGE balls",, but i'm just a chicken shit like everybody else.. i want an easy, pain free life. i want to be happy. my life as i knew it was going to be drasticly altered.. i couldn't "sign up" for that...
i had a choice,, A. - what 99.99 % of people do ,
or B. - take a "chance" and do what i believe in ..
the "chance" was backed up by lots of data , so it wasn't that much of a leap.. not that brave..
well, happy thanksgiving everyone,, be with friends, family & loved ones if you can .
i'm lucky to still have my giant family , hollidays are great .
this year's menu will be different for me that's for sure
one my examples about my "diet" is ... , i say -
after i eat , i am energized !!!! like bam! let's get it going !!!, and then, think of Thanksgiving dinner,, after that meal , everyone is passed out,,
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