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Tuesday, October 16, 2012

not often do i get sick

this is the first time since diagnosis that i dont feel fantastic ....

 i got  the  flu , maybe  from the  return to working ...  yesterday it crushed me , and today it is still  keeping me  down.  i had to   sub out my duties last night,, and  tonight   i have  to stay  home  too...

it  would be   horrible  if i did the show and got anyone  else  sick.. those  Mics are  not the cleanest things in town...  i don't  want to put these germs on a Mic and then hand it to someone.....   (( Birdy's  actually cleans their  Mics))   ..  most smell like stale beer & rotten ass..  i always  have a clean one with me ,  just in case ..


i lost   ten pounds  since  sunday ,,, ...   this is almost beyond  belief...   i got on and off  3 times to make sure..  i've been eating much more  on purpose.. i missed a couple meals monday ~ flu..  i still did all my exercises,,   but the  dogs  got  jipped out of their  morning walk...



every sunday  -   for years  i go to my brothers house  for sports  and  sunday food ,, the best food all week comes from his  house...   now i've  got this super refined  diet , so most of the stuff i used to gobble  down is off the list..  look at this  tasty stuff .............................
 
he had  wings going and added the potatos
and  asparagus  for me .................................
so those  were oh so yummy , but i did  something kinda stupid,, i had a dinner  roll with just a smidge  of  butter on it....    BAD  IDEA !!!!!!     2 hours  later i was burping the most foul disgusting taste  ever.....   my body was asking   ""what in the  HELL was that????  -  YOU KNOW   taste  buds are  in 2nd place , behind nutrient   intake !!!!!""....


today  would have been the  "re-test " day  ,,   i feel better  NOT  going in for  it ,,,  he doctor  did   call last friday , i hope to talk to him wednesday...  i still have  cancer ,, it's a little  pez  size  blob now, and it keeps getting thinner  & longer,, kinda keels like a  fat vein  now, with a hard bump .

i need to keep focused on staying ON the food  diet  - NO CHEATING !!!!
i have not suffered any side effects,,  

ok i missed yesterday because of the being sick,, 

stay positive,,, be careful out there, wash your hands  more than you  want to 

back to bed i go

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