no more ice cream for me

not much new stuff today ,,  i'm a bit bummed that i'm  not  working enough...

now that i know what i am actually up against,  cancer & recovery wise,  i can start getting back to aggressive amounts of shows...   they make  me feel so good 

i could use a slacker day time job too. if anyone knows of one,, brainless droid work would be best..


weighed  149.5  today ..that's  twice  under  150 ,,,,   ooops,, trying to stay  closer to 153...

  my juicer  failed ,, why do they still "mate " plastic  with metal, at the highest stress area???  and  THAT  part is not replaceable ....  come  on !!!   and  to make it worse,, i have 20 lbs of carrots in the fridge.. why couldn't it  fail when i had 5 lbs ..  oh well ,, that's my big problem for today...


health report ::::::

feeling  very good,,
tumor  -  it's shrinking,,,  it is not as big as it was at biopsy time,,
mental --  i need to stay more  balanced,, get out of the future, relax,  & clean things


thank you !! everyone,,   for sending the positive vibes , i feel them AS  you think them..