they told me i have cancer

Squamous carcinoma,, look it up if you want to .. i guess im in "the sytsem" now ...   the first doctor wants to chop me up right away..   THEN   go see a tumor expert??  what ??.. this is day "3" ...    i'm still kinda freaked out, my family is on board.. i hope to post daily . even if just a small blip