day 2 of this new year, feeling good. i am not a fan of this cold, anything under 20 is a real bummer.. i do have a weird temp / dog out side scale. in the winter, if it's 10 out , then , they dogs can only stay outside for 10 minutes max,, have you got it ?.
this year should be all kinds of fun, last year got a bit serious .
starting out super alive is a good jump start , i don't need to make any stupid new years resolutions.. for 2013, no drinking, no drugs, no crappy cancer foods, no meat , fish, dairy, and no stress are already in place. what can go wrong now?
no cancer industry hassles this year either.
ok , bring it !!!
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
Saturday, December 29, 2012
last weekend of 2012
last night i did a show in Anderson at the casino.
that's the stage , way back there, plus 200 people behind where i took this pic, they had speakers where i was , for the people way back here... . the show started off with the mics going bad, but they got that fixed quick. ( 7 minutes ).. .. i had not been in front of this many people for a while, and man did it feel good.... lots of cancer killing laughs, and plenty of applause, what's left of my tumor took a big hit..
New Years Eve is monday ,,, amateur night for drinkers and drunk driving .. be careful everybody !!!! i will be staying home . i will be celebrating feeling great .
this snow and no sun has got me super sleepy. the dogs like romping in the snow, and when Bella comes in she sits on the heat vent.
nothing new to report -
weight ............. 149 ,, back down from 159
strength .......... a +
tumor .............. hard little bump
attitude ........... medium + . need some sun
pain................. .06
overall ........... 9.1
that's the stage , way back there, plus 200 people behind where i took this pic, they had speakers where i was , for the people way back here... . the show started off with the mics going bad, but they got that fixed quick. ( 7 minutes ).. .. i had not been in front of this many people for a while, and man did it feel good.... lots of cancer killing laughs, and plenty of applause, what's left of my tumor took a big hit..
New Years Eve is monday ,,, amateur night for drinkers and drunk driving .. be careful everybody !!!! i will be staying home . i will be celebrating feeling great .
this snow and no sun has got me super sleepy. the dogs like romping in the snow, and when Bella comes in she sits on the heat vent.
nothing new to report -
weight ............. 149 ,, back down from 159
strength .......... a +
tumor .............. hard little bump
attitude ........... medium + . need some sun
pain................. .06
overall ........... 9.1
Friday, December 28, 2012
a new year approaches
i had monday & tuesday off for X mas, then got wednesday off too, because of the snow.. that's minus 24 hours,, dang ...
snow ........ it was almost 3 feet high in our driveway, but Heather bought a snow-blower 2 years ago, and i fired that baby up . electric start even !! and 2 hours of snow-blowing , was easier than 20 minutes of shoveling.. and today i felt like i didn't do any snow removal ...
cancer ,, i'm over it .... it's not gonna get me. it's been almost 6 months since diagnosis.. if i had more cancer than before , i would be feeling it by now ,, i'd be sick, weak, and frail. i'd have cancer symptoms - like ringing in the ears, or night sweats,, or continued weight loss,, ..
but i'm a bad cancer patient-- i CAN gain weight, i feel great , i'm super strong, NO ringing in my ears (( i did have some in july , so i do know what that symptom is )) ,, NO night sweats...
4 days and this crazy year will be done,,, all the past will be left behind. ....... the future looks incredibly wonderful
now that my Dad is somewhat OK with me NOT being re-tested,, i really feel like i have this beat ... i don't have the grapefruit size tumor, and i am not "full of cancer" from chest to top of head,, my outlook is VERY good...
what the doctor said was wrong ,, i'm sure he was just doing what he knows, but they missed big time with me.. i escaped with no damage, no side effects, no drugs, and no pain... radiate THAT cancer people ,, and use the Chemo on yourselves,, i was told i " NEEDED CHEMO "... no i don't
i do feel lucky about this whole deal,, i'm the lucky-ist cancer victim ever !!!... if this started in my lungs, it would have been a bigger mess.. but my tumor was visible, and touch-able - LUCKY i am ...
i knew people liked me , and that i was a "good guy " ,, but the outpouring of love & HELP has blown me away... the food angels - i don't know who all of you are , but i thank you everyday !! being able to eat my way out of cancer is pretty cool,, and free food ( my medicine) is just plain fantastic..
my old job that i retired from, they were so nice to have me back, and gave me a better job than i had in the first place. my money woes are almost over.. one more month and i should be out of debt... whew !!!
i used to be thinking comedy 110% of the day.. 24 / 7 . 365 days a year.. now its beat cancer !!,, eat correctly, exercise, think straight, and stay calm...
stay calm,,, that's a switch for me... do you remember rubber band airplanes,, the balsa wood jobs , with the wind up propeller ?? ,, have you ever wound that propeller up so tight that there are knots in the rubber band ? well that was me - for years !! wound up so tight, i had knots in my soul... and unleashing that wound up rubber band usually led to disaster. and it did - i wound myself up right into a ball of cancer...
so now i look at life differently,, what REALLY matters? what do i really need to put my energies toward ??
staying healthy - if i remain healthy , everything else will fall into place
i'm ready to see what 2013 brings
i will be 55 in june... ha ha ha .. i'm a bad ass
snow ........ it was almost 3 feet high in our driveway, but Heather bought a snow-blower 2 years ago, and i fired that baby up . electric start even !! and 2 hours of snow-blowing , was easier than 20 minutes of shoveling.. and today i felt like i didn't do any snow removal ...
cancer ,, i'm over it .... it's not gonna get me. it's been almost 6 months since diagnosis.. if i had more cancer than before , i would be feeling it by now ,, i'd be sick, weak, and frail. i'd have cancer symptoms - like ringing in the ears, or night sweats,, or continued weight loss,, ..
but i'm a bad cancer patient-- i CAN gain weight, i feel great , i'm super strong, NO ringing in my ears (( i did have some in july , so i do know what that symptom is )) ,, NO night sweats...
4 days and this crazy year will be done,,, all the past will be left behind. ....... the future looks incredibly wonderful
now that my Dad is somewhat OK with me NOT being re-tested,, i really feel like i have this beat ... i don't have the grapefruit size tumor, and i am not "full of cancer" from chest to top of head,, my outlook is VERY good...
what the doctor said was wrong ,, i'm sure he was just doing what he knows, but they missed big time with me.. i escaped with no damage, no side effects, no drugs, and no pain... radiate THAT cancer people ,, and use the Chemo on yourselves,, i was told i " NEEDED CHEMO "... no i don't
i do feel lucky about this whole deal,, i'm the lucky-ist cancer victim ever !!!... if this started in my lungs, it would have been a bigger mess.. but my tumor was visible, and touch-able - LUCKY i am ...
i knew people liked me , and that i was a "good guy " ,, but the outpouring of love & HELP has blown me away... the food angels - i don't know who all of you are , but i thank you everyday !! being able to eat my way out of cancer is pretty cool,, and free food ( my medicine) is just plain fantastic..
my old job that i retired from, they were so nice to have me back, and gave me a better job than i had in the first place. my money woes are almost over.. one more month and i should be out of debt... whew !!!
i used to be thinking comedy 110% of the day.. 24 / 7 . 365 days a year.. now its beat cancer !!,, eat correctly, exercise, think straight, and stay calm...
stay calm,,, that's a switch for me... do you remember rubber band airplanes,, the balsa wood jobs , with the wind up propeller ?? ,, have you ever wound that propeller up so tight that there are knots in the rubber band ? well that was me - for years !! wound up so tight, i had knots in my soul... and unleashing that wound up rubber band usually led to disaster. and it did - i wound myself up right into a ball of cancer...
so now i look at life differently,, what REALLY matters? what do i really need to put my energies toward ??
staying healthy - if i remain healthy , everything else will fall into place
i'm ready to see what 2013 brings
i will be 55 in june... ha ha ha .. i'm a bad ass
Tuesday, December 25, 2012
merry christmas
ho ho ho,,, & ha ha ha . december 25th , and NO side effects in my cancer battle.
i am healthier than ever , to me it's hilarious
no feeding tube and issues with that
my fillings didn't get boiled out of my teeth
i can swallow
my saliva glands still work
my voice is the same
so burnt skin
no side effects from no tonsil operation
my hair didn't fall out
i can work two jobs
i am not " this " close to death
no poison injected in my veins
no visits to the cancer center
i can exercise and gain weight
i have no cancer symptoms.
- refused radiation
refused chemotherapy
refused tonsil removal
even with all these +'s ,,, it has sucked big time having cancer..
my whole life has gotten WAY better , if i think of how i feel and how my attitude is better , and all the love & good vibes i receive - having cancer is not an issue.. like being an alcoholic , i can't drink,, so as a cancer fighter, i don't eat cancer products,, cancer can't hurt me now ...
here's some stuff i can't eat ..................
it's everywhere !!!!
i am already dreading NO PEEPS in april
big storm possible,, have at least 3 days of food and water always ready... = 4 gallons of water , and 12 meals of some kind.. for each person,, + pets ... it happened on the east coast , just weeks ago , so be ready .. no electricity would be a real bummer in this cold, and that just takes some snow on the wires
be safe !!!
i am healthier than ever , to me it's hilarious
no feeding tube and issues with that
my fillings didn't get boiled out of my teeth
i can swallow
my saliva glands still work
my voice is the same
so burnt skin
no side effects from no tonsil operation
my hair didn't fall out
i can work two jobs
i am not " this " close to death
no poison injected in my veins
no visits to the cancer center
i can exercise and gain weight
i have no cancer symptoms.
- refused radiation
refused chemotherapy
refused tonsil removal
even with all these +'s ,,, it has sucked big time having cancer..
my whole life has gotten WAY better , if i think of how i feel and how my attitude is better , and all the love & good vibes i receive - having cancer is not an issue.. like being an alcoholic , i can't drink,, so as a cancer fighter, i don't eat cancer products,, cancer can't hurt me now ...
here's some stuff i can't eat ..................
it's everywhere !!!!
i am already dreading NO PEEPS in april
big storm possible,, have at least 3 days of food and water always ready... = 4 gallons of water , and 12 meals of some kind.. for each person,, + pets ... it happened on the east coast , just weeks ago , so be ready .. no electricity would be a real bummer in this cold, and that just takes some snow on the wires
be safe !!!
Saturday, December 22, 2012
sunny but COLD
i am not blogging everyday,, i don't have anything "new" everyday, so i try to get 5 posts a week..
i feel great , and it's almost January. The doctors said i'd be in dire straights soon...as in complete cancer take-over
ha ha ha .. no i am not
yesterday was GREAT !!!! in june i booked a wedding , for 12-21-12.. oooooh end of world gig !!.. so the months go buy , i don't hear anything about the gig,, 2 weeks ago , i saw the guy ,, and he mentioned nothing,, it's his daughters wedding,, so it's a big deal if you ask me,, but he mentions nothing.... hmm ,, did i loose the gig ?? so tuesday,, the 18th , i see him again, we do a show together , and he mentions nothing again,, 3 days till wedding ???... i don't ask,, figuring he'd mention it first ,, like - are you stoked for friday ?? but no,, a big hug and a "see you later"... i had requested off from the "job" , so i could do the wedding,,and had the 21st off,, all good & ready to go..
5 pm thursday , one of the other managers at work asks if i can work for him friday night,, so i need the $$ and i thought there's no gig , so heck yeah !! ,,, moments later , i get a text about the wedding,, "are you ready for tomorrow, ? arrive at noon"... oh hell yeah !!! a noon gig !! and i still get to work at night .. sweet ....
the gig went great , i did get a bit lost in the country parts of Shelbyville , but still got to work on time,, and work was a breeze too...
not a bad day for a guy who was supposed to be "this close to death" ( the small distance between your thumb and index finger = 3 sheets of paper ) , right about now.
i get bits of anger when i think of what the cancer industry was gonna do to me .. i wonder how many more people could "walk away " and be better off,, i know it is working for me .
happy holidays everybody !!! i hope everyone gets what they want ..
i am alive , my wish has been granted
i feel great , and it's almost January. The doctors said i'd be in dire straights soon...as in complete cancer take-over
ha ha ha .. no i am not
yesterday was GREAT !!!! in june i booked a wedding , for 12-21-12.. oooooh end of world gig !!.. so the months go buy , i don't hear anything about the gig,, 2 weeks ago , i saw the guy ,, and he mentioned nothing,, it's his daughters wedding,, so it's a big deal if you ask me,, but he mentions nothing.... hmm ,, did i loose the gig ?? so tuesday,, the 18th , i see him again, we do a show together , and he mentions nothing again,, 3 days till wedding ???... i don't ask,, figuring he'd mention it first ,, like - are you stoked for friday ?? but no,, a big hug and a "see you later"... i had requested off from the "job" , so i could do the wedding,,and had the 21st off,, all good & ready to go..
5 pm thursday , one of the other managers at work asks if i can work for him friday night,, so i need the $$ and i thought there's no gig , so heck yeah !! ,,, moments later , i get a text about the wedding,, "are you ready for tomorrow, ? arrive at noon"... oh hell yeah !!! a noon gig !! and i still get to work at night .. sweet ....
the gig went great , i did get a bit lost in the country parts of Shelbyville , but still got to work on time,, and work was a breeze too...
not a bad day for a guy who was supposed to be "this close to death" ( the small distance between your thumb and index finger = 3 sheets of paper ) , right about now.
i get bits of anger when i think of what the cancer industry was gonna do to me .. i wonder how many more people could "walk away " and be better off,, i know it is working for me .
happy holidays everybody !!! i hope everyone gets what they want ..
i am alive , my wish has been granted
Wednesday, December 19, 2012
awesome
i am not a fan of all of those 'cancer awareness' agencies , or the "raise money for the cure" , those type of things...
i followed a 70 year old program, and , wow , it's working ,,
the people who have been working on the "cure " for 50 years, where all this donated $$ goes,, yeah right,, they haven't discovered what i know about fighting cancer ??
i'm just a goof with the internet... i learned / found out what would help me in just a matter of hours ~ ( 80 ) ... and my "cure" has nothing to do with all the failed research, and billions of dollars spent with horrible results.
i walked in this club last night , and this sign was at the door , i was like . hell yeah !!!!
oh my i was laughing so hard,, zero !! not even did the bar kick in 50 ,, so it wouldn't be zero ..
zero ,,, nothing .. and i thought ... as it should be ...
if a citizen really wanted to help "fight cancer" ,, find someone who HAS cancer , drive to their house, and hand THEM the cash you wanted to donate... they could buy some nice food, or pay a bill,,, but don't give it to some lost cause
here's an example,, some one , or some people, have been loading credits at Pogues Run for me,, i'm guessing they are a blog reader, i don't know , i am so thankful for what they are doing ,,, that $$ goes DIRECTLY to fight cancer.. it doesn't get thrown into some fund where they have to buy shirts and ribbons so people are 'aware' there is a fight against cancer.... it goes directly to MY fight ,, more of a challenge now,, but it does something very good!!!!
so next time you are gonna donate to some 'cause' , take a few minutes to look up where that $ might really end up .. maybe it IS a good thing , but if it isn't ,, give that donation somewhere it will actually be used... buy food and donate it ,, something like that
i feel super alive, what a wild , 5 months it's been...
i followed a 70 year old program, and , wow , it's working ,,
the people who have been working on the "cure " for 50 years, where all this donated $$ goes,, yeah right,, they haven't discovered what i know about fighting cancer ??
i'm just a goof with the internet... i learned / found out what would help me in just a matter of hours ~ ( 80 ) ... and my "cure" has nothing to do with all the failed research, and billions of dollars spent with horrible results.
i walked in this club last night , and this sign was at the door , i was like . hell yeah !!!!
zero ,,, nothing .. and i thought ... as it should be ...
if a citizen really wanted to help "fight cancer" ,, find someone who HAS cancer , drive to their house, and hand THEM the cash you wanted to donate... they could buy some nice food, or pay a bill,,, but don't give it to some lost cause
here's an example,, some one , or some people, have been loading credits at Pogues Run for me,, i'm guessing they are a blog reader, i don't know , i am so thankful for what they are doing ,,, that $$ goes DIRECTLY to fight cancer.. it doesn't get thrown into some fund where they have to buy shirts and ribbons so people are 'aware' there is a fight against cancer.... it goes directly to MY fight ,, more of a challenge now,, but it does something very good!!!!
so next time you are gonna donate to some 'cause' , take a few minutes to look up where that $ might really end up .. maybe it IS a good thing , but if it isn't ,, give that donation somewhere it will actually be used... buy food and donate it ,, something like that
i feel super alive, what a wild , 5 months it's been...
Monday, December 17, 2012
monday the 17th
we had the company xmas party last night,, there was one of those gift grab/exchanges.. i submitted one of my Poor Man's GPS,,,, the exchange was about 1/2 over ,,, one of the cashier gals had lotto tickets , so i stole them from her ,,,, with her new pick , she picked the GPS ,,,,she had no clue what it was,, it was awesome, she hated it , and tried to give it away at each draw,,, some one else took my lotto tickets , so i took the GPS back from her, and she got a new pick from the table.... walking to the table she says.... """oh my god , i'm so glad to get rid of that stupid thing""" ,, she got a super cool garden knome..
the cloudy days are hard to get moving ,, cold & rainy , no thanks,, the dogs go nuts inside if we don't get to go walking,.
what a relief it is to be free from the doctors. now i feel like i just wasted 5 months thinking all the bad thoughts about "having cancer" ...
ok, i'm really happy about everything .. it's all good ,,
another thank you!!!!!!! to the Pogues Run food angel or angels !!!!! .. it is so very nice , and it makes me feel so good
feeling great , thanks for all the good vibes
the cloudy days are hard to get moving ,, cold & rainy , no thanks,, the dogs go nuts inside if we don't get to go walking,.
what a relief it is to be free from the doctors. now i feel like i just wasted 5 months thinking all the bad thoughts about "having cancer" ...
ok, i'm really happy about everything .. it's all good ,,
another thank you!!!!!!! to the Pogues Run food angel or angels !!!!! .. it is so very nice , and it makes me feel so good
feeling great , thanks for all the good vibes
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