tic toc tic toc

seven  months since  diagnosis..

the  doctor could  have  said ......... 

this might  be  tough , but  you are  going to have  to eat nothing but  vegetables and some  vitamins for the rest of your life.    there's no  side effects, you just might want to wash stuff off really well.  

then he should  have  handed me a list of  NEVER EAT foods.

and i would  have  said ........
 heck  yeah , lets  do this


the replay of the doctor telling me  "what i needed"   keeps  looping  in my mind...   what i needed,  + , the  side  effects


thanks  to everyone  for  sending the  good  vibes