and i'm feeling even better than last week,, this is great , i'm not sure how good i will feel in 3 weeks , but it's gonna be on the fantastic scale... like fantastic 3.4
i had to kind of go "budget" on the last 6 days of food,, not as much leafy greens , and fresh veggies as i wanted.. we had lots of beans & quinoa ... beans are inexpensive and good for me , i cook 2 cup batches ( 4 days worth of yield) , and season each batch differently. NO "boring" food around here !!... our garden is still producing leaf lettuce in large amounts, so it's back on for the greens !!!
today's catch ...... just picked leaf lettuce, carmelized sweet onions, carrots, cilantro, hot yellow potatoes, cucumbers, cherry tomatoes . hemp oil for dressing, on a 14 inch plate ......... a ( big salad)
more good vibes keep flowing my way , so i must thank you all for reading my rants, and staying on my positive team..
i've had a few thoughts about , "what if" i kept this whole deal private, and i'm certain that i would not be healing as well on my own .. by that i mean , without all the love i'm getting , and positive energies from you all .. we are still "on our own" ~ doctor wise.. they are waiting on the sidelines, and they aren't gonna get play in this game ..
compared to july / august , when i was pretty much collapsing , my life is 98% back on track / normal .. my "earth job" ( the job that pays most of my bills ) is better than it was before i retired.. apparently - i did more than i thought - when i was working, and they chopped up all those duties between many people. So now i get to "manage" and help in all areas, instead of being "locked" in one area... plus,,,,,, way less stress than before...
Special thanks to my friendly comedian friends, they are booking me in their shows . i really like having at least
14 or more shows a month.. the stage energy is very healing.. "with every laugh - a cancer cell dies" - is working out nicely,, and that's 14 nights that i'm not home being the "cancer-guy"
my hand and arm pains are not even thought about anymore. my neck has full mobility, it still crunches and creaks, but it doesn't hurt,, my lower back , L-3, ruptured in 1985, that pain is not around either.. now,, the pain in my ass....... ME ......or,,, my brain, my constant battle to keep thinking correctly - is a daily / hourly deal... i must remember , RIGHT across ,or "next to", any bad thoughts / ideas , is a fantastic memory that has easy access .
i like cleaning stuff,, it's a good activity for me , instant results, and there's always MORE to do.. after cleaning, i don't feel guilty about playing guitar for hours - which is very important- i've gotta keep my hands in shape & keep writing new stuff, when the comedy brain isn't producing "gold" ,,or even mediocre crap.......
i had a sleepy day in the sun with the dogs,, just having them next to me is a wonderful feeling,, nice and warm, they are happy all the time, and that soaks into me . the Humor factor they produce is also really great.. Zuzu , the little one, likes to SIT ON Bella,, on her face , neck, legs, body , it doesn't matter where they are , Zuzu is on top of Bella,, like the small fish that clings onto a big shark, they are always together .. it's a dang love fest around here!!
well ok, that was all useless info, but that's how i feel today , and you got to read about it.......
health report
weight 148.4 the beans put a few #'s on
tumor size "holding" at very small
attitude really good
strength ever improving
overall 9.4
i'm booked on December 21st,, 2012 if the world DOES end, i'll be on stage, laughing about it
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