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Sunday, November 4, 2012

having a split personality is a plus

i am my own "doctor",,  i have one patient, ME , if i die , i am out of business,, i REALLY care about my patient. i love that goofy bastard,  he 's a bit nutty  at times , but so far  he has done  everything i've recommended. 

 So  far , fantastic results..  better than the other doctors who wanted me as a patient.. and if i die , they will have other patients.   i would have been  ONE of their 100's of patients..  i would have been "a file" , just opened and looked at when i was there.  if i died, they'd "file me" in the dead pile,,  then it'd be  "who's next"  

as my own HEALTH  PROVIDER, i am focused on my patient every second, every minute , every hour, every day ,  every night , every  week ..  i get   no weekends off , no vacations in St Thomas,.   My patient needs me , i've dedicated  100% of my energy to him -...   i know i care more about my patient than the other doctors care about their 100 + patients..  i might be wrong , but , i don't think the doctor i met  in July  is thinking about what  i am going to eat today, how much exercise i'm getting , and what  i am even THINKING.  he's busy with  100's of people, and trying to figure out which island in the carribean  to go to , St Thomas was nice, but  there's  got to be a better one

i don't have the machines they have, i just have inquisitive ideas.     i don't have any BIO-Hazard chemicals locked in a  2 inch  thick- stainless steel  case..  i don't need a lead vest to  treat my self  ~ ( eat ).       my office doesn't have  crappy "feel-good " art  on the walls,,  i DO have  food guides and  nutritional pamphlets..  

i am not  "getting my affairs in order". i'm NOT  prepping to die  

 my patient and i get along nicely ..  we talk everyday, not  once a day , or once a week,,,  i can get  questions answered  right away ,, no waiting on  a  "call - back"  , my doctor is not  at a convention, or out to dinner,  or looking at the wrong file that  someone carelessly handed him.. no  OOOPS ,, wrong guy , here is the correct  file...  i'm not shuffling my file with 3 other doctors who all have many other patients

my "file"  is food receipts , and a how i feel chart , and how much do i weigh,  how strong am i today ?  my file is always open, it is 135 days ( pages)    ,,  it is not in that file case with 1000's of others...

so far i haven't been upset with my patient, i support his ideas,  he's doing lots of research,  we can both look at this stuff whenever new ideas arise  .. and his results are impressive....................... 
#1. almost no tumor .......  no grapefruit,,  !!
#2. he feels great ( not  a bad thing for a cancer patient)
#3.  he's  stronger than he's been for years
#4.  he does everything recommended , no "guff"
#5.  he has a great attitude ( for someone who is "supposed"   to be VERY  ILL and near death  , really soon - december)
#6.  he's  100% dedicated  to his recovery
#7.  he's ok with this  taking a "while"-  it's a lifestyle , not  an end date


 "patient"  that's a wacky word,,  i am a patient , and i am being patient with my progress,,  i am not rushing to be "cancer free",,  rushing  anything causes stress -

STRESS -  the  #3 CAUSE  of cancer,    
 #1 - enviroment / pollutants.   ( chemo is a pollutant )
 #2. get ready --  RADIATION ..  ( from tests , microwaves, cell phones, electronic devices )  .  

the  SUN is NOT bad for you .. don't fall for that bullshit from a large corporation..

okie smokes BatMan !!!  ,, it's not easy to stay away from those  3,, what can you do ??   it's  not that hard  Robin,  eat right, exercise,  and  don't smoke for starters


what you decide to put IN your body  ( diet Mt Dew ? ).......... or  ....... ( filtered water).....  ( organic vegetables )  or ................( processed   GMO  substances -  you can't even call it - food )..    YOUR  precious body , the only ONE  you get,  you put "whatever"  in it with YOUR  hands...   you must decide  NOW !!!  - how  healthy do i want to be.

ok, you're thinking --  but  organic food COST SO MUCH,,  "i don't have  time  to cook" , or go to the grocery store, i can't  figure out  those  numbers on the food stickers ,, AND  you just saw a story on FOX news, MSNBC, and CNN, that organic food  has NO health benefits over  regular "food" ..    ..............well 15 different prescriptions, a few medical procedures, and a funeral  cost a lot more 

and you trust  FOX news? CNN? MSNBC???   sorry to hear that .. sucker

and you don't have to cook much,, most of it is eaten RAW / uncooked.. cooking  vegetables  KILLS the nutrients.. look it up .. and so it's BLAND sometimes.. how's that chemo taste??


organic food / vegetables have a      "9"  as the first # ,, and usually the  "9"  is  even bigger than the other  #'s  , so you can see it easier... how hard is that??????,,  a lot harder than  a Hardley's  drive thru......  NO  !!! NO !!  NO !!!   remember,, it's going INSIDE  you

some "thick skinned" fruits  & vegetables don't have to be organic,, research , research , research,, for your  health,, don't play Angry-birds .. see you  do have time  

i survived  dope & alcohol,, i don't put that shit in me any more. ever .........what am i stupid ,, wacky yes , stupid no

 i "got cancer" -- so i don't put cancer producing things  IN me anymore.........  so i will be  a "cancer survivor "  but that term is not cool with me.. most people  "survive TREATMENT"  ,,  they were strong enough to live through "treatments"   and then the  doctors say - hey  - look what we did,, more  horse-poop...   and if you  die,,  well, that was a good chance anyway.. next 

 so i say i am BEATING cancer,  i don't want  people to think the cancer doctors have fixed me , they were "scheduling" my near death experience, not  a path to wellness,,  if i lived through  treatment , then i might  get well ,,,,,  but they  were  gonna HURT me first..  crazy talk  

Costco , the BIG BOX store,,  i'd never been there before i had cancer,, but the organic carrots there are only  67 cents a pound... that's  1/2 price  compared to  the organic grocer ..  so i have to get them there , its a $$ issue..  i get 3 -10  bogs per visit (   5 or 6 days worth )..   i'm  the  guy with  3 items at Costco,, what a dick,,  3 things...   and i carry them with my arms,, no kart...  the " organic room "  is a little  "hut" ,,,     WAY in the back ,, kinda hidden  behind the MEAT  area,, HARD TO FIND  at first...  30 lbs, carried by hand  - ALL THE WAY from in back.. oooooooooh  the pain... but people are NICE !!!, they say , ""i'm going up front, put those in my kart , you don't have to carry them ""     but i want to carry them , it's a 30 lb workout  for free......  then at the checkout , it's like.. what's up with the carrots ?????????    so i say with a firm powerful voice -  I'M BEATING cancer....   yesterday 8 people immediately swung around to look at me -  "beating cancer ?'' they asked .. yes !!!!!!!  with food  & vitamins...   and i get all those immediate  good vibes as bonus..  one lady asked many questions,, she got the quick story about the "Grapefruit" - silly talk ...  NO medicines- NO machines.


i didn't know  how my life and thought process  would be altered so much from having cancer..  some "goals"  have been pushed aside,  if you are not alive & healthy , no goals can be reached anyway ..

now i am on a new quest - stay as healthy as possible, and  get the word out --  you can "fix yourself" ,, i'm  NOT on a negative,   cancer industry bashing program.   negativity BREEDS   illness


i want you all to be well & happy  

          

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