the tech said "there's no side effects" i giggled,, and said "" that's radio-active right?"" he adds , "yeah , but it's just a small amount" ,, so in IT went.... i could feel it moving along ,, then i had to let it circulate for 90 minutes,, so a relaxing snooze was nice ... then into the machine , strapped in mummy style, so you can't move,, like one of SAW's patients .. this machine was quite , it took 37 minutes, calm, relaxing ,, then my arms fell asleep ., i've haven't been still for that long since i was 4 months old............... .. ok, all done , out you go.. i ask the gal in the lobby if i have to check out ?? she sayes - "no . you have insurance, they'll get their $$ , that's all they want "
then the side effects kicked in,, the drive was fine, but i could feel that crap still circulating , and seemed to be collecting in my tumor area. ( insert Twilight Zone music here ) . i get home and whalaaaaa~,, i look in the mirror and my little buddy is huge!!!.. this poison they put in me turned my 1/2 ping pong ball into a hamburger bun ...
had a fantastic lunch, & apricot seeds !!! Laetrile,,, yay ! put some Tibetan Bells music on and went to sleep .. 5 pm, the goo is still in me somewhat , my tumor is "slider" size bun now , and shrinking
american medicine is like the oil machine, wall street, and the insurance cartels,, all rolled into one.. they " legally " , can't use , or even talk about anything that is not on the APPROVED medicine list,, and the list is small,,,
1). cut you up ,,
2).radiate the shit out of you,, and
3). send in a toxic stew that's like ALIEN blood, CHEMO , it's gonna burn clear through the hull
... ............................................ now if you survive the triple dose of the approved list , and you still need help , then they might "allow you " (( hardship case, NO chance of surviving )) to use the stuff that actually works,, they've got patents on it already , ,,,,, but if you do live, they'll say it was the chemo that saved you
but ya can't use that first, it 's against the law... and don't ask about it either
so friday i see the Radiologist, meet & greet,, odds are , that i will be listed as "trouble -some patient " .. ,,
and that's how i feel today .. day 21-YHC ( you - have - cancer)
i have 8665 days of sobriety... that's a lot
if you need to beat the heat and have a laugh ---comedy room TONIGHT - at Red Lion Grog House 8 pm,, on Mass ave .. new room , just started , need some peeps in the audience..
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