POW !!! saw the radiologist today , this guy went through everything , made their side of the story understandable.. finally...
if i "sign on", for treatment , this will happen very soon.. he wants me to go to the dentist, get my teeth cleaned & repaired,,, ok,, sounds good , and get this special mouth guard made ,( like a sports thing ). asap
they can't RADIATE until the mouth guard is ready,, but meanwhile, ( next thursday) , they want to put a feeding tube in my stomach.... ************************,, hold on Bobbalouie .. because the predicted SIDE effects are gonna take 95 % of my swallowing away,, maybe after my first shot , or maybe 2 weeks in .., but MOST LIKELY.. !! & no chance for infection here ....
the mouth guard is for when the radiation hits my 45 year old fillings,, they are gonna release or "steam" tooth fillings!!! and the mouthguard will catch this toxic stew.. hmmmmmm sounds safe
then he wants to radiate me 35 times , 5 X a week , seven weeks ,, and THEN see how its going,, then hop on the CHEMO train ..
so i wont be able to eat the GREAT food i am eating,
here are the two sentences of the day ..............
1. oh,,, you N E E D chemo.
2. basically , we will be keeping you alive - to "treat" you
so i'm sitting there,,, THE healthiest MF'er in the building ,, and he sayes soon,,,, they'll be "keeping me alive" & in a matter of weeks ???? and it's 2012, 50 years of "cancer research" . and that's the deal you get ...
i also was the ONLY patient who WALKED in and out, of that office,, everyone else was "karted in" .. with tubes attached
when i told him about the tumor getting smaller until the PET scan , he said IMPOSSIBLE
they have a ""scripted time line of disaster"", written for me,, if i stay on my method i get to FEEL GREAT , and watch my tumor go away..
i asked the doc his goal,, make the tumor go away, and have the cancer gone
i am already doing that , my side effects- feel great .. NEXT !!!! no cancer for you !
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