i write about wanting more gigs, and september is filling up nicely..
i'm real close to being done with cancer bills,, what a relief, i'll be able to eat that money soon..
and for the universe to stay "even" my exhaust pipe came undone, and the radiator cracked., and my axles are clicking ............. dang
i still think of ZuZu often , but i don't miss her with so much heart break , i'm sure she's a complete wonder dog now.
she's watching some TV here, i look old,,,
i've been a slacker lately, watching tv, what a mind eraser.
i feel ashamed about it
more L. O. A. stuff ---
first some background, in 2006 , i was banned from ***********'s comedy club. it was politics i didn't agree with, so i got banned . i got a guest set in 2008, but haven't been it the place since.. it would be nice to be able perform there again, to meet the road comics, and to also do the open mic,, you know - comedy stuff
so i'm trying to do way more comedy again, and recently thought.. it would be nice to be able to go to ***********'s
so...
the other day at Costco, in the organic room, i hear , " is that you otto? " ,, i turn around and it's the owner /manager of the comedy club !!!! we chat , she asks why i haven't been around , and i give her the quickie cancer story. ( she is a cancer survivor ) . it was all smiles and happiness. she invited me back to the club, and , all is good in the hood.
the next day i think ,, i have GOT to call gerry gobel and tell him about this... 30 seconds later , he texts me, with a gig in november
i 've needed more hours at work, and they adjusted my schedule to get a few more each week...
it's human nature to not be satisfied for very long.. think about it...... but it's not completely our fault. the ads that are shoved down our throats,, buy a new this , YOU NEED a new that,, you wore that last year, are you kidding me
in the last 14 months i learned how to be satisfied, and glad about it... the things i have are amazing.. i really don't need anything,, well food, and that kind of stuff.. but trinkets and gizmos ,, i have all i need. if i won the lotto i would feed as many people as i could, and perform for free - wherever they'd let me
people WANT stuff , and they think they NEED what they want. i was like that many years ago, i'm sure you were too at one time.. that's how credit cards get maxed out
get to the point .. ok , simplicity , is they key to happiness.. to enjoy what you have , not caring at all about what you don't have, is a good positive adventure
i hope you have looked at the Chris beat cancer . com
site.. especially the 24 other stories about people who used food to cure themselves.. that site is a one stop shop for loads of useful information.
if you were wondering , how much of that does otto eat.?
here's the stuff i use a lot of. monthly average
carrots ..................... 165 lbs
apples ................... 40 lbs
potatoes ................ 39 lbs
tomatoes ................ 28 lbs
broccoli ................. 15 lbs
cucumbers............. 12 lbs
garlic ..................... 6 lbs
cilantro bunches 9
avocados ............. 24
pineapples ........... 5
blueberries .......... 12 lbs
coconut oil 1.5 liters
then lots of greens, other veggies, some organic granola, & tortillas
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health report
attitude ........... good , but scared of the future ( stupid)
strength .......... best ever
pain ................ minimal , neck & upper back
weight............. 146
my whimsical end to today's rant ........
success is luck........ ask any failure ....................
As always, you're super inspirational !!
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