winner winner chiken dinner

try this,   think of the best you've ever felt..   was it for seconds , or minutes?  maybe it was years... was it from "winning"  something? or just an accomplishment ??  sit  back,, take a few  seconds and really think -  what is the best  you've ever felt ?  maybe it was another person.  what ever it might be,, try to get "there" now.   to that happy place , it's there  waiting...............relax.. really think

ok , that feels good, add a few nice slow deep breaths,, bingo

as you searched for the  best you ever  felt , many  nice memories popped up.   like the tops of  mountains, these happy  moments / feelings are always available. 

last night , the positive energy from the crowd was just mind blowing.. this show ..  

 

it's an easy gig if you are in a show  with Dave "the king " Wilson,, so the place was packed. 

anyway.. what i am trying to say is that i have been  dancing on happy mountain tops  since  March. 

   if i have some nice  calm breathing, this power full smile starts to take over my whole face.   if i flip my mind from july to now , back n forth, like a thick  book,  it makes me laugh to know i wasted so much thought and energy on doom & gloom from the  cancer.  i  instantly started feeling better        ( with the diet fine tuning) , so my whole battle was mental,,and a mental battle  for me can be quite  involved .. and now it's  all getting kinda  funny

i wish   someone  handed me a slip of paper that said , -- eat all of this , and in 9 months you'll be in the best  health ever , don't  worry about  it ,,               maybe if Mr Fong would have made me a special fortune cookie,  

i guess to sum up , i feel like i've won the Indy 500, and it's starting to soak in


keep sending the good  vibes,, if my cancer battle was a show car, we'd be wet sanding it...   all that's left is the buffing  

 and to my Hungarian friends  - egeszseges napot kivanok!

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