i said it !!!!!

even steel stretches, then it snaps. 

this is how my cancer mind feels,, it was   s t r e t c h i n g,, and it finally  snapped...    and i'm on the good side of this break.. 

i saw some people tonight  who haven't seen me in a few months...  one of them said  " you beat it " , and i said  YES i did..

the first time i said  - "i beat cancer" , and man did it feel great

i'm writing a new  One Man Show-  the first 20 minutes are  Food Vs Cancer, and then my musical comedy show to complete an hour..       it will be informative, healthy , and funny-   that sounds like a winner.

sunday i get to talk about  how being positive can save your life at a church..  a friend of mine's church has been praying for me, and now i get to show up and let them know it worked..  

back in august , when the doctors predicted my "grave condition" , it didn't really sink in,,    yesterday i realized what grave condition means...  that you are ready for your grave.. okie smokes batman,  that's not a good way to be... 

so in 8 days , when February ends ,, i have beat the odds..  the expert's prediction was wrong  ( or maybe he was 60 days off,  but i think - NO WAY ) ..  i am as healthy as ever,  "cancer" is  not killing me, it was a  ramp to launch  my new wonderful life that opens up everyday .   

thanks  to all the positive  thoughts   from all the people out there,, i didn't  do this alone,,  i had a wonderful support team.   all the well wishes landed on me , and i am well.         ding

in june we will have a big party!!! we will celebrate being alive and feeling  healthy..  we will take a big group photo and send it to the cancer doctors, with a  "find otto"  attachment..  and i will be right  out in front with the biggest smile ever 


february 20th,,,  it's an interesting date  for me.. in 1978 i met my dog Reggie on feb 20th..  then  20 years later , i met Esperanza on february 20th..   and  today the dogs chewed "The Monkey" 's  face off..  this was Esperanza's first toy,, it lasted 12 years with her , and guarded her grave for a year after that..


here is the forensic photo................

he's  still smiling , but  he can't see anymore


you've heard the saying --  it takes 13 muscles to smile, and 41 muscles to frown..   but only 2 muscles to flex your arm and bitch slap the person who made  you frown........   ha