well it's all mental undoing now... the physical part of having cancer is under control / fixed...
cancer isn't like having a heart attack. it builds up slowly until you can see it or feel it.. like the leveling bubble on a yard stick, my "tumor" ( or what's left of it ) is visible. if it starts getting bigger again, then i need to worry..
i feel great , i have no pains, i can do whatever i want,, but i'm having trouble shaking the cancer thoughts off my mind... i can't say - i'm cancer free , that might not be true. i can say i am beating MY cancer, and i should be so super happy about that .
as i read more different cancer books , i'm finding out i'm going through the normal phases of the mental side of fighting cancer .. what's great about this phase is i'm not damaged by "treatment" , so undoing my mind should not be that difficult... yeah right
health report
attitude ................. good
weight .................. 150
pain ................. 0
tumor size ............ smallest yet
strength .............. A +
overall .............. 8.5 ~ mental funk
thanks for the good vibes, i will try not to waste them.
i've received a few e-mails about me being an inspiration !!
i will try to step up the positivity !!!
otto, my husband and i saw you at the comedy show in Danville tonight, we had so much fun! i admire your positive attitude, and i am a believer in creating your own outcome, not leaving it up to the doctors....you are such a blessing! i love the saying"don't put the key to your happiness in someone else's pocket." i guess that would apply to your health too. Stay Positive!! Marilyn and Jim
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