hey , hippe dude

i am not a big fan of winter, but there is one super cool thing i get  to do when it's  cold out...  wear my  otto-hat.. look at this beautiful thing .

years ago, my good friend made these for me .  she made each one different , 10  in all , this is the last one..

i felt super alive tonight,  ,,    even more than that -

 i had a wonderful guitar session  too

in my cancer fight , i am using just about anything i can that doesn't  cost a whole lot of $ , but  it has to grow from the earth.  i'm even using  hokus-pokus , abracadabra, and weird stuff like that..   i keep reading new  books too, and i find out i'm already  doing something the new book recommends.   two thumbs up for me.

health report -

weight ............... 151
attitude .............   zippity-do-da 
pain..................    tiny tiny amount, from the dogs pulling
tumor ...............    smallest yet 
overall .............    9. 63

here is one of my favorite things to listen to when i do my neck traction in the morning.. headphones are needed .  

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pt7PbACBEYQ

healing tones, tibetan bells,that kind of stuff,,   they work for me 

 

i could have done that

things keep getting better .   it's amazing how different my mind feels compared to last  august..       i like  "time travel" stuff, or  alternate time lines.   what would have  happened if  you did this instead of that?.    there's a zillion choices you've made , and here you are ..  how did you end  up here ? 

you can't change any choices you've made, but you can make sure to learn from them.       or not  repeat a  bad one .     so in essence , a new path can start every second, minute, day , week , month or year, - whatever  time frame you'd  like to be in.     so, actually ,   you are not stuck in a habit,  you chose to keep doing  "it".. 

well that sounds crazy ? right..  a habit is broken when you stop doing it.. some  habits are "harder" than others to stop,  but it all comes down to just deciding to NOT  do something.  

reward yourself with good healthy "prizes"  when you accomplish something..   ice cream used to be  my reward. and i'd get a prize just for thinking of something cool .. all day long , neat thought- have  some ice cream.. this was a bad reward system

now,  when i get an exercise crossed off my daily list, or clean something,  then i get to snuggle  with the two  dogs for a few minutes.  the happy  vibes they give off are like a pint of Len & Terry's buried treasure sherbert  ... but no  muffin top weeks later .


i have really changed my overall attitude about  life.. i'm taking it slower,  i'm not gonna bundle my soul up into a mess about  some  un-forseen future that  won't ever happen..   if i  can spread  some positive vibes ,  give a little cheer and hope to people,  then i think  my  mission is a good healthy one..

today i start by thanking you all for helping me through the biggest challenge so far.   i think we have  it whipped, so that means another challenge will be waiting .  but i'm stronger than ever , and  wiser too, so  no fears my friends..   

    

ala-ka Zam !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

j    

july 27

                                                                                 aug 10th

 

aug  30th

                                                                               sept 27th

 

october 10th

 

october   12 th

                                                                           november 16th

                                                                    december 20th

                                                                              january 6th

 
                                   6 month time line    diagnosed  july 2nd,,  changed  diet  july  2nd,,
                                                                   saw last doctor July 27th

                               vegetables & vitamins  -  good vibes , prayers, love  & laughter


                              well that should be 8,000  words  of chatter , but i'll keep it  quick... 

                                            the sun is out  today ,   and   i feel  cured..   


sure ,,,,  i had lots  of cancer last year , but this year , ha .. forget about it...


 lets  go eat some  vegetables,        raw  if  possible




my overall was  9.6 yesterday,,   the best ever !!!



 i'm  feeling   kinda  9.62   right  now

and it just got even better

to me, this cancer threat is over,, no way it's going to kill me, or even hurt me..  i've beat it .. if you ask me .................

i don't want any re-tests by the cancer industry,, i'm done with them.. for  sure

i feel great , my blood  panel test came back - i'm super healthy!!!  no damage done by me with this diet ..  fantastic !!!

today i got to have a good  long visit with my Dad. what a great visit it was..    i am very happy now.

my blog,,,,   i haven't had  too much new stuff daily , so i've missed a few days..    i hope to have more creative stuff to write  about soon.. 

i am planning my first "talk about cancer"  for monday Jan  21st. 8:30 @ the Melody Inn.. same night as my open stage, so please come for my cancer talk, and stick around for the  hilarity and awesomeness of the Open Mic Variety Show..    my presentation will be a basic " how to " get in the mindset  to battle health issues ..   a brief summary of my  fight , and a  Q  & A  from the  audience...  it  will take about  25 minutes ...   i will create an event on facebook for this 

i must give thanks  to everyone who has helped!!!   even if you just THINK a good thought  for me ,  they make their way into my soul ..   positive people bring positive change !!   keep  up  the  good work

report 

weight .................         148
attitude  ...............           A +
pain level ............            0
tumor size ...........           "pez"
overall .................           9 . 6


thanks  to YOU !!  i'm still working this ,, and as a  team , we are winning

 

two fists clenched

just a quick blip today ,,, 


since the year turned, i have  been even more  diligent to keep precisely on my diet..   and of course the  exercises 

i threw that bad chair away , and my back is pain free again.

i'm almost out of  "cancer debt",, at least i get to keep some of my paychecks  now...  this is a big relief for me 

bring it !! throw it at me !!!  show me the action !!  i want more !!! let's get this party started !!!!   i am SO ready .. 


sign me up 

better and better and better

ha ha ha ha ha.. i feel GREAT ...  

i feel sorry for people who get tricked into submitting into "cancer treatment"...  what the doctor  told me was not even valid with my situation.  

i ate my way out of my dis-ease, and man am i happy about it !!

i believed in myself, and what i researched.  what i found was  a 70 year old proven method.. it's working - no cancer machines, no drugs, no toxic fluids -  just good old real food

Kroger has a "new" organic food program, and a big ad campaign to  promote it..   we will have to see what happens with this,, if it grows , or gets squashed.

my best friend work in a bookstore, so i am getting all kinds of cancer books to read.   in these  books , i am finding that i am already  doing what most of them preach.  i felt like a rebel at first , pushing the cancer industry away,  but it's been done before.  

 i read about another doctor who was curing cancer,  Harry M Hoxsey.  so i looked him up..  the AMA  and FDA have destroyed this guy..  in the 1950's  he had  cancer centers in 17 states.. the stinking  government , with the help of the AMA and FDA , shut him down..   his "formula" is still available on the internet.  

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Na_ZOnWqWeI.

even Wikipedia has the AMA's version of his Bio...   QUACK!!    i don't think so...

if the AMA calls someone a  quack,, then i need to know what they did.  and it's usually something MEDICINE  can't do  


i am getting e-mails from  people  battling cancer the "traditional way" , who are VERY unhappy with what is happening to them.  they are interested in what i am doing ,  and asking me  for advice..

i'm no doctor , just a guy who is practicing healing..  my results ?  freaking fantastic...  and the cost - not much.. side effects - NONE,  drugs - NONE.. put that in some chemo ya bastards.

one week into  the new year,,  awesome , almost couldn't be happier..   a few more comedy gigs per month and i'll be the happiest guy on the planet..

i had to let my website expire because of  finances .  so i need to build a new one, that's updated with my cancer -fight-bio..  anybody out there a web designer for cheap ??

alright, that's it for today .. stay healthy everyone..

this Flu going around is a bad one,, so be careful who you touch in the next few weeks, and wash your hands  A LOT !!!!






 

6 month re-cap

    my name is  Otto , im 54 years old , 24 years sober.  

  On  June 2nd,  i retired from a 36 year food service/ management  career to pursue my  comedy career full time.    For 10 years i had a little speck on my neck, and in June, it grew into a gumball size bump.   My chiropractor said to get it checked out and i went to an E.N.T. .  He touched my bump ,  looked into my throat, and said,,  you have tonsils, we should take them out. He asked me if i smoked ?, i said no.  He said, if you did , i'd  tell you   that you have cancer.   This took 3 minutes.  

 I was sent to get  a biopsy, my tumor was 3.3 centimeters,    ( a US quarter is 2.8 cm )..they took 12 samples.    The results  took 6 days . 
  
   on  July  2nd  the  ENT called  and said - well  otto - you do  have cancer. Squamous Cell Carcinoma, the  #2 type of cancer world wide. Then  he said . "You probably won't understand what i'm going to tell you , because i just  told you  that  you have cancer , but here goes".....and for 4 minutes his voice sounded like Charlie Brown's teacher.  He ended with,  "did you get that?"     i  said NO, not a word.  He said the hospital will call you,  and set you up.. click.   45 seconds later the hospital called and said they were ready for me, and my operation was in 3 days. What operation? . The one the doctor told you  about.  I said to  cancel that now please.

my life partner Heather was sitting across from me , i said ,, well  i DO  have cancer.... 

 So  i walked to the computer , and  googled , the  cure for cancer.. the top 10 hits were NOT the cancer industry,  they were  FOOD !! ..        

  Then i called my  regular "doctor" and told him  they said i have cancer,  they  want to operate on me.    I  want to see a tumor doctor for a second opinion first.  He said,   " why do you want a second opinion?"" ... i thought , this guy is fired !! 

then,  right back to the internet --  i  found  the   "cure  for cancer" , and instantly changed my diet that second  !!!   To  an ALKALINE base ,  all cancer fighting  foods.  Cancer can't live in an  Alkaline system , and specific vitamins  & herbs fight cancer too.    My fight  was  on ..
   
 I  can eat   and  Juice  my way out of this.



cancer feeds on poisons,, and stress is a poison.
   
it took  13  days just to get a referral . .  He sent  me to an Oncologist on july 16th ,   a chemo guy, in the same building as the ENT.  He backed up the ENT , he said they would not cut the tumor off, only radiate  & chemo it..   He said get a PET  scan , that will tell everything.

  The PET  scan was scheduled for july 23rd.  This is the "tell all" of tests.  It's a nuclear fluid, that  "lights"  up any cancer in you.

By test day ,and  in  only 19 days ,  the food & vitamins have shrunk the tumor by almost half.     I   feel better than i have in 30 years.   I've lost 12 lbs.  A   25 year coffee ,  sugar & sweets  habit is cured in one week.

 july 23rd.. the PET SCAN.. i asked ,  any side  effects?  the guy said no.  They put the the stuff in you and let it stew, then into the big machine you  go.   It takes  3 hours... $ 9,000. 

On the way home , my neck felt like it was boiling, and when i got to  a stop sign , i looked in the mirror and was shocked to see the tumor had grown .  It looked like a computer mouse was under my skin. It was as had as a rock. It hurt a lot..   When i got  home i was very sick, like i had  the super flu. I looked up the stuff they put in me,  and it was very poisonous.  It was going to be in me for 17 more days..  I was pissed, they poisoned me., they fed my tumor.  It was  20 times bigger .

4 days later , July 27th,  i see the Radiologist, he is going to go over all of the tests , and present the Cancer Industry's Attack Plan to me. He said , "that's a big tumor",  i told him the PET scan  made it this big . He said impossible.  He showed us the PET scan on the screen and where I have cancer in one spot. I asked , what stage am I ?   Stage  4  with no spread.  He said i had an aggressive cancer.  It got  that big so quick.      I  told him  that  i was  making the tumor smaller, but  he  said  that was impossible.  He said their plan was very  aggressive.

First , a feeding tube was to be installed , because my swallowing was going to shut down.   That means no more of my food !!        #2.   go to a dentist and  get a fluoride treatment, and a mouth guard made.   This mouth guard will catch your fillings , as they may boil out of your teeth, from the radiation.    My saliva glands my be burned out also . My voice my change or be lost.. He said  after radiation of 8 weeks,  the chemo guy would get me for 7. He  said  i would  BARELY BE ALIVE ,  so they could treat me. He said i NEEDED  chemo . He said i could have all the drugs i wanted.   I could get my tonsils out if i wanted to, after that .     So in a matter of weeks , under their care , i was going to barely be alive, and  just in time for winter.

  august 1st ...i decided to walk away from treatment . My plan was  for 15 weeks , to do what i was  doing , and compare results in mid December.  They said i'd be BARELY  ALIVE and  my tumor would be as big as a grapefruit in December.   Then by January , I'd be completely taken over from cancer,  a total wreck.  When they asked  me what  i  was  going to do , I  told them VooDoo , and walked out. 

    A few  weeks ago ,i sent the doctor  pictures of  when  he saw me in July,   and one of  in October , with no visible tumor.  He  called and offered a re test.. A  CT  scan, less invasive than a PET scan .   He  didn't ask  "how i did it" , only how i felt .       

 the  CT scan is  radioactive Iodine..  i am allergic to Iodine, and  .04  to   3 %  of CT scans   CAUSE cancer.      so  no thanks

January .  

i won !!!   

 i am in no pain, i have  NO side effects,  my tumor is the size of a pez candy.. i've lost 15 lbs , but  i can  gain weight.  I have NO cancer symptoms.  I feel fantastic.  My strength is like i am 19 years old again. 

HOW ???   

 organic vegetables, fruits , Juice,  vitamins, herbs, exercise,  good positive thinking,  love ,  and laughter

     my  new  comedy show is
   
                         Humor  Vs. Tumor

            with every laugh , a cancer cell dies
            .........  please  don't let me die up here....

thank you  & good night 

love  , otto